Not so daily thinker

One day at my work

A : Hallo Selamat Pagi.

Sondi : Ya selamat pagi.

A : Saya dari perusahaan XYZ ingin menawarkan mobil untuk perusahaan bapak.Siapa tau bapak butuh kendaraan dinas.

Sondi : Waduh maaf pak bila penawaran seperti ini tolong ditujukan kepada Pak D bagian internal logistik.

A : Oh begitu yah pak , kalau gitu pak D nya ada pak ?

Sondi : Oh pak D blom masuk pak, bapak buat penawaran saja , nanti di faks ke kami.

A : Oh begitu yah pak, Baik pak nanti saya Faks...oh iya nomor faksnya berapa yah pak ?

Sondi : Lah bapak dapat nomor telepon kantor saya dari siapa.

A : Dari kartu nama Pak D.

Sondi : ??? Kan nomor faksnya juga ada di situ pak.

A : Oh iya yah...

Sondi : ???

BAH ...kadang gue kaga ngerti sama para marketing itu...mereka nervous atau tidak prepared,atau tidak niat untuk menjalankan pekerjaannya. Kejadian yang lucu2 sering terjadi di tempat gue kerja. Ada lagi kejadian seperti ini:

L : Halo selamat siang.

Sondi : Yah, selamat siang

L : Saya L dari perusahaan ekspedisi bla..bla..bla

Sondi : Ada yang bisa saya bantu ?

L : Saya mau tanya pak kemana saja bapak melakukan pengiriman.

Sondi : Daerah kerja kami adalah sumatra utara, sulawesi dan papua bu.

L : Oh begitu yah...begini pak kami punya special rate untuk daerah Kalimantan, apakah bapak ada pengiriman juga ke sana ?

Sondi : Wah tidak ada bu.

L : Kalau gitu saya kirimkan saja penawarannya yah pak.

Sondi : Ok.

Dan dia mengirimkan penawaran harga pengiriman special price Kalimantan.

DUH !!

I Miss You

Belahan Jiwa

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Sometimes in life we want somebody so bad that we could not get them out of our mind for just a second.

Missing somebody is the feeling i ever feel in the long time now.Maybe because i don't feel needing anymore,and that's why i don't miss anything, or do i ?

I believe when you think of somebody often enough and hard enough they will think of you eventually.

Once i prove it right,when i still finishing my bachelor degree i have a girlfriend who life miles and miles away.I keep thinking of her and i don't have a money to contact her.I just keep thinking about her for two days and sudenlly she call me and ask me a weird question "Do you miss me that much ?", i was startled, and i ask her why do you ask me that question ? and she said "For the past two days i heard your voice in my head,when i walk in the street i heard you call my name".Well,it's getting spooky isn't it ? i think it's a lot scarier than being romantic or anything.It's like we have a telephatic instrument that we didn't know.

But, as the song try to tell us,a letter is really irreplaceable by any email or telephone.It's a hard evidence of love defined.

Cicatih , August 6th 2005

It was a fun day for us.

Especially for me because i was that close to not coming.

I was so pesimist,i barely show u because my boss tell me to go.

I cannot imagine that it would be a terrific journey.

Now, i show you what i've got from that journey...

Love, defined

The story began yesterday, when i got choir duty in the parish church at Theresia chruch Jakarta.

We just finished singing...and try to gather our equipment,when suddenly i heard a "Happy Birthday" song...i was supprised ? i don't know it was for me.Then i heard "Happy birthday dear Sondi.....happy birthday to youuu...." Huaaaa i was sooo suprised !!

It was very lovely...and they give me a Very very (did i say very ?) nice present..it's "Harry Potter and half blood Prince".....the book i want most....

Than i find love in their eyes (after they give me the book ^_^...nahhhh...it's just get clearer that way).I feel love...and they are full of it......

Thank you my Immortal Friends....i feel love from all of you.

I cannot describe the feeling but it was a very lovely moment that i will never forget (with a half of the church noticing my birthday....) I am one heaven of a lucky man to have a friends like you all.

One day in my life on starwars universe

Welcome To My Life
Simple Plan ( Album : Unknown )

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy 
But I’m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Like All the fans of Starwars always said "Sometimes in life, Sith Happened"

Like every story of my life,i always manage to come out of the rubble and walk again.Sith lord come and go, Alas, a Jedi knight like me have to face them over and over again in many unsuspecting battle and diffrent terrain of this universe.

It's monday morning about 9 o'clock when i heard a terrible news about one of my errection team (it's telecomunication tower you pervert !)making a mistake and put all the brazing and the plate in the wrong spot.

My boss tell me that it will make the tower look twisted and we have to dismantle all of it and start again from scratch .It's a monday jolt allright, did i mention that i hate supprises (specially the bad one) ?

Once again this jedi knight have to call on back up on tatooine or dagobah (manganitu on sangir talaud region for this case).So i called a field supervisor for a clearance on this matter.It appear that it was a false alarm,the damage isn't that bad and it's because we have to change the place of our telecommunication shelter.

It's beyond my ability to control that, beside it's what the council wants (on this case it's Siemens problem).I just try to go down with the force and try to configure how am i gonna use my light saber to strike justice in the heart of this mess.

Well, this is a moment in my life ^_^

she love me, she love me not

TELL HIM

I'm Scared

So Afraid to show i care

Will he think me weak

If i tremble when i speak....

-= Tell Him - Celine Dion =-

Is it really hard to tell someone you have a feeling for them ?

My friend ever told me this "If you love someone...even when they are already married,still you have to tell them about your feeling.Because it's too precious to be left unspoken"

The only fear for me is not when you say it, rather if you can really be consistant about what you said.In my another blog i already tell about how people cannot stay the way they were for a long time, it's like against gravity or something.Even thou mankind can manipulate it,it still exist.

It's hard to fulfill other expectancies.If i said i love them...then they start to think and expect something for you that sometimes too imposible to fulfill.My friend Ellen tell me that it's maybe you are not who you really are when you say it.I think because when your in love you cannot be who you really are....you see things diffrently ..more subtle and more beautiful, if you feel the way that feel and see the way it sees...how can you be who you really are ?

But if i fall in love i will never loose my head...ever....again.

Have you ever read one oh Gibran's poet about love ? It's something like this "If you love somebody their eyes becomes your mirror, you can only see your image and their image is not important anymore, you start to build a model about how they have to love you...because all you see is you within them"

It supposed to be that way ? but sure typicaly how we think....

Kenapa sih kita selalu berharap orang menyayangi kita seperti yang kita inginkan ? kenapa kaga membiarkan mereka mencintai kita semampu mereka ?

Why ?

Wishful Thinking

Dreaming Of You
Selena ( Album : Dreaming Of You )

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
Of you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you

I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you

I love you too

I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

Have you ever been in that situation before? In the middle of a wishful thinking moment?

I've been in that kind of situation before, it took me 12 years to become reality, but it never meant to be forever and ever.

Even only for a while the happiness and the memory will last forever. To have the love from the girl I could only dream of.

Life is a funny thing to undergo sometimes, you just never know where it went, even with the brightest plan a man could think and still you couldn't guarantee the outcome.

My friend ever tell me that "if you wish it hard enough, think of it long enough and say it often enough it will come true"...for me is 12 years process of wishing, thinking and saying (not out loud).

When the wish is finally come true, it feels like rain for a day in

Sahara

. Remarkable and Magnificent.

I will remember every drop of it.

For "R.A"

If true love could exist once in a hundred years,

I promise you that I’ll be the one who standing there when the time comes.

Nonton Mania

Whoa finally i have my own blog ^_^

I cannot quite remember when or how i was attracted to movies.It's like the hobbies i cannot live without.

Maybe it's because my parents love to go to movies when i was a little and they brought me with them.I get used to watch midnight show at early age, even thou i fell asleep when we go home but i never sleep when the movie is playing...not as far as i remember.

That hobbies of mine cannot be flush away with time and space.The things keeps going following my financial status.The place maybe different but the feeling and the passion still there.